Have you noticed how many anodynes there are laying around on the floor

i dont mind being the middleman

cause when you two were walking away from each other

i wanted to be the cement that made you stuck standing together

and make you two work things out

mission accomplished

atm

zomg i can’t sleep cause i just have things running through my mind. Its best i vent it out into a blog so the sooner i get my shut eye. My thoughts aren’t bad things of course but i find its funny how things have suddenly taken a twist and rocked itself upside down. 

I feel like i’ve come to many realizations. May have taken me awhile but hell the ride was fun and one that i had to take. And on that ride, i’ve learnt one thing about myself. That i maybe have too many expectations. That ‘rules’ will never be broken, etiquettes will always be followed and fairness will always find its place. 

And thats what i always believed and YES i still do. The only difference now is that they are MY rules and etiquettes. Let others live however they want, and be happy living like that. And so now i’m just abit more self centered. I want to do my own thing and have noone slow me down. 

For whatever reason you can’t seem to please everyone and for so long i have been trying to do this. But now that i’ve reached this stage of my life where its just me going into the big world, i really only have time for me. I’ve put others infront of myself before but i can’t afford that anymore.

I know now who i will take with me through my journey to the top  

Pooooolice!

I appreciate the job you are doing but please stop pulling me over and doing RBT’s on me. waste my time.

The problem with perfection

Imagine you were the perfect being ..

you never made mistakes

you did everything with precision

and you were impossible to defeat at activities

there would be nothing to learn

there would be nothing to achieve and master

there would be no purpose in winning.